Gosh, i realli dont know wad im doing now. every been into shity situations? and got hurt so much, go through so much pain, and finally woke up and get yourself out of the shity situation? just to step into another shity siuation which is the same or worst then the previous shity situation. tats wad i feel now.
well, im really losing the confidence of trying to get what i want now. its jus too hard. maybe im just not strong enough(as usual). feel so shity now. feel like dancing. no feel to draw, no feel to do anything. feel like dancing away my pain. nope, not dance away my pain. is dance will take away my pain. haiz. when can i dance again. why is my world full of holes.. when can i be whole… for once… PUFF
