today was the big day for StageArts. ANNUAL PRODUCTION!! 2months of prepartion. but i joined in late. only came for like after 1 month.. was entrusted with the role as the artistic movement cheorographer.
last year at this point of time, i was given a chance to be in the light, on the stage, wif dialogs, 12 layers of foundations, 3layers of masquara, blah blah blah… as an actor (supporting cast)
today, i mostly helping out wif the props, geting so nervous when ever artistic scene comes out, moving away props (wif a man) for an artistic scene.. wif 4layers of foundation, black eyeshadow, eyeliner, masquara blah blah blah… as an artistic movement artist and cheorographer.
but it was all fun. i was realli happy to be given that role. i loved it. it was something different for me to do. i started of my SA drama journey as a gay. till i was changed into a man. then i was given a chance to lead a group for peformance. and today i was given incharge for 2 scenes in the production. wad else could i wished for? this experience was so great! working wif all the talented jrs is a wonderful experience. some are the first time, some i worked wif them in lunchtime before. but all of them were wonderful on stage today. wonderful! i was at the back stage ‘alamak too fast too slow too(*&*^%#^&’ but i thought, who cares? they look wonderful. it was wonderful! they ARE wonderful. and most importantly the audience love them. wad else could i wished for? the lightings, the costume, the makeup, the hairdo, the facial expresion, the body movement, the stage pressence was all there! i jus feel so.. URGH! SO URGH! i donno wad to say but i jus feel so.. like a sence of achivment. like i realli achived something and i didnt dissapoint anjana.
my sa journey had been through alot of ups and downs. and i meant ALOT. i almost got kicked out of dance.. i faced too much problem in handling 2 depts.. facing family problems.. finacial problems.. going for dance rehearsal after dramanite(which ends at 10+.. practice till 11++), not seeing my mum and dad for 1 whole month.. practicing from mon to sun.. sleepless nights.. and here i am. year 2, second annual production and still in both dept. STILL in both. and i felt soooooooooooo great going up to my alumni ‘hey hasli! i did kept my promise! im still in both dept.’ ijus feel so good. so great. and i never regreted for joining SA. never regreted to joing both dept. dough i might be facing problems, but i never regret. cos the feeling and achivments, are way beyond the cca points, way beyond anything it could be..
i thought alot. wad sa had gave me. i cant write it in point form. i cant write in a poem. i cant write in an essay. but all i can say is. i entered sa without drama experience. i entered sa without dance experience. and im happy and thankful for sa for making me to who i am today. i am not a good actor. i am not a good dancer. if im even qualified to call myself an actor or dancer in the first place. BUT, no matter wad, sa brought me this far. without sa. im nothing. right now i might be in the middle of nowhere. but at least im somewhere of the nowhere when i started wif nowhere of the nowhere.. *donno ur understand or not*
tml still go performance. i go sleep first. HOHO i can finally get my rest after tml.
