yes i cried……

oh crap… went for drama today. it was all fun and happy and hyped up until we moved on to the 20cents game.. the game goes like this. there will be one person (syidah or anjana) holding this coin (in this case is a 10cent coin.. cheapo), and we have to imagine it to be something we wanted veri badly in life. be it something, or someone. so we need to ask the coin from them, and they wont giv us. until they feel that we realli want the coin from the bottom of our heart and not just acting. so we all need to beg, steal, borrow or wadever we can just to get the coin, which is something veri important.

so… when my turn comes, i went up. it was syidah. in the end i got the coin la.. but, i felt so bad after everything cos i scolded syidah the F word. not once, not twice, 3time!(or more i didnt realli count) i felt so bad la after everything. and i got into the mood, but i couldnt get out of it. tears wont stop coming down and i felt so stupid after everything end. but images just keep appearing. i got that coin from syidah. but wont it be nice for me to get it in real life??

haiz. so ya.. i cried infront of the whole club. =D

this was the 2nd time i cried during StageArts. first time was when i injured hawa and syidah(again!) during drama nite practice plus im in a situation where peter wan to kick me out of dance, so was superultraverystressedup that i break down infront of my drama group, after creating that freaking big bum on hawa’s forehead.

damn, i cried alot as a guy sia. shame!!!

haha. but was happy la, got my 20cent today hope it can help to bring tears when i need it in my future acting.

DRAMA WAS FUN TODAY!!